My huge fear that makes me scream like a little girl is spiders. It was storming late one night and the power went out. My ex hubby was camping of course. My two boys crawled into bed with me because they were scared. As we were laying there I felt something crawl up my arm.
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I didn’t sleep for years because when I did, it felt like someone was in the room … watching me. It felt like they were inches away from my face but when I woke, there was no one there. While sleeping I would feel the edge of the bed go down … like someone had sat down, but again, I would wake and no one was there. The feeling when this happened was pure panic and fear … I wouldn’t be able to catch my breath and I wouldn’t be able to wake up. Yet somewhere in my subconscious I knew I needed to wake up. I practically went crazy … eventually I became a total insomniac and started looking for other options. Upon a recommendation from a dear friend … . I started burning sage and sandalwood. I covered my mirrors in the house and I finally could sleep. She truly believed that I had a spirit attached to me that was too curious. I was so utterly sleep deprived that I was willing to try anything. This happened over the span of three houses. When I moved into my apartment it stopped. Until last night … . I can’t visit crazy town again!! I can’t!
I was plagued with dreams all night last night and my sleep was very restless. It felt like someone was whispering in my ear … they were saying,” Lisa … Lisa … I borrowed your key.” I couldn’t wake up and when I did I couldn’t move for the longest time. I was in full blown panic … I thought someone was there in my room with me but when I turned the light on … no one was there. I thought this was over. Maybe it was just a dream and I am fearing crazy town again.
I have always had mixed feelings about this stuff but my mixed feelings were resolved obviously. Where do we go when we die? Why are there some people that say they experience this and others that don’t? I am hoping I was just dreaming but the feeling was all too familiar.
This is going absolutely no where!! I am crushing on someone that is unavailable!! Stop it!!